living. for You.

stupid handphone

Friday, September 26, 2008

ah... i am currently not in a very good mood, because of my stupid handphone. because my friend's brother forgot to pay bill, then the stupid starhub cut my line. starhub is really very what... yesterday i call them, they say we have to settle three bill before they can open the line for me. so we settled the three bills, then today they tell me, got one more. =.= i feel very... but i also don't know what to say, because is we did not pay the bill at first. ah~ currently i also don't know should angry at who sia, not my fault because i paid my bill, not my friend's fault because he don't know got one more bill to settle, not starhub's fault because we are the one who never pay the bill. ah~ i feel very bu shuang now! how can i live a weekend without my handphone? i cannot check my sms! sure got some important sms one. ah! i am not living my life well! nevermind, i will pray that tomorrow morning my handphone will be able to work!

today went to school in the morning for my social studies exam, the rain was super heavy. even i did carry an umbrella, but i am still totally wet, like never bring umbrella like that. =.= ah... so i did my exam with my wet wet pants and shoes and socks and jacket. i do not have enough time to finish the exam! i think most probably i might fail this exam, but nevermind, i must do well for geography, so that i still can pass my humans. okay. after social studies, the poa students got to stay for another exam, while the rest can go home. so jiaxian went my house and teach me how to play dota, juggernaut is cool stuff! haha. it is the first time i have ever killed an enemy's hero, so happy. haha. 2+ i went to church for guitar lesson with noni, quite cool! we learnt i love You with all my heart today, got to practice more. haha. after played monkey with gang yuan, gang yuan's friend, john, chenfei, esther and esther's friend. and esther is always the monkey. aiyo. monkey queen. wahahaha! so funny lah. she is not good at ball games. haha. esther heng, i am waiting for my bubble tea. oh ya, and lim jiaxin also, thanks zone f. haha. okay! that's all for today! i will blog again if i got anything to say. haha. :)

i am who i am

Thursday, September 25, 2008

hello! haha. :) today did my emath paper 1 and chemistry. chemistry was so difficult! i think i only can get 30marks.. aiyo.. next year must really study chemistry le. haha. went home together with rachel, peiwei and ock, then peiwei and ock came my house to "study". yea, "study"! haha. we were late for CG! so sorry. haha. i will make sure this kind of things will not happen again. CG meeting was cool, after a little bit of sharing, all of us begin to dwell in the presence of God, we just keep on worshiping and praying, i begin to let God wash up all my burdens, and i really felt refresh after that. God spoke to me, i heard a voice in my heart. haha. but i will not talk about it here, because it is quite personal. haha. :) i will tell jianming about it. life might be tiring, exams might be stressful, but we must remember, we have God with us. we can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. every time when you feel tired in your life, just stop for a while, and worship Him. His presence will refresh your flesh, spirit and soul. even though studies are important, but He is more important. even during exam period, we also must always dwell into His presence and talk to Him, i believe that He is going to talk to you too. :)

it is not about WHAT YOU HAVE. but WHO YOU ARE. this is so powerful. God love us for who we are, and not what we did. people often look at the things that they do, the shirt that they wear. but all that are not so important, even if you did something wrong, God still loves you, your leaders still love you. you do not need to care so much about what other people thinks about you, that will make life really tiring. just be yourself, you have your own five loaves and two fishes. find your purpose in life, and run with it. believe in yourself, be secure about yourself. GOD LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. be yourself and say with me, "I AM WHO I AM!". :D

nowadays i love to listen to old songs, and some of them are really old! am i getting older? aiyo. hahaha. old songs are nice. :) right here waiting for you. my favourite song for this season. it is really very nice! haha. get the song from me. :)

Right Here Waiting For You :)

oceans apart day after day

and i slowly go insane

i hear your voice on the line

but it doesn't stop the pain

if i see you next to never

how can we say forever

wherever you go

whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you

whatever it takes

or how my heart breaks

i will be right here waiting for you

i took for granted, all the times

that i though would last somehow

i hear the laughter, i taste the tears

but i can't get you now

oh, can't you see it baby

you've got me goin' crazy

wherever you go

whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you

whatever it takes

or how my heart breaks

i will be right here waiting for you

hahahaha. so nice. but don't worry, i ain't in love with anyone. hahahaha. oh ya. lim jiaxin and esther heng are going to buy bubble tea for me this week. hahahaha! :D okay! got to study now. see ya soon! :)

good report

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i am back from english end-of-year paper! hahaha. actually reach home quite early, but i was sleeping... today's paper was average, narrative was easy, but the comprehension was quite hard. oh no... i fall asleep during the exam while i haven't even finish reading the passage... but nevermind! i believe that i am able to do well for my english paper! haha. :) just want to talk more about last week. jiaxin's CG is doing really well, their testimony inspire me to grow my CG even more! from 8 to 13 people, that is awesome. haha. esther is very zai, she brought alot of friends. hahaha. i am so nice sia, praising them. must thank me! last week my mind was full of good report, B1 is so zai! haha. weile and me are super happy about all the things that are happening in B1. the growth is coming! :) B1 B1 B1 B1! wahahahahahaha! we are believing for 12 this week. we can do it! why not!

sometimes, fill your mind with good reports can really help you to live a happy life! Colossians 3:2 Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. and Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things.

the bible says clearly that we must put good reports into our mind! haha. :) don't get distracted by the problems you have or the people around you. stay focus and set your mind on the good report! that is very important, it is about self-leadership! hahahaha.

okay. now i got to go and study for my exam tomorrow! see ya soon! haha.

some thoughts are irritating me right now. haha. i am going to pull out the elephant! STOP IT! oh no. i sound like weile. hahahaha. :) i am looking forward to tomorrow's CG! everybody is like ignoring me right now? what is happening? LOL! hahaha

end of year examination!

haha. hello! i am back! i just finished studying for my english paper tomorrow. what? you don't believe? check out the photos below. :D haha! oh.. i cannot believe this, end of year exams are so near, it it tomorrow! ahhhh! help! haha. okay... i will study... i will study! i don't want to repeat sec3 again! haha. last sunday was great, i did usher. it has really been a long time since i arrange the chairs, because the last few duties i either need to do peoplework, or i have to go for discipleship class and bible study, so did not get the chance to arrange the chairs. i notice that i forgot how to set up the chairs at section C! oh no! i am the chair IC! i must go and practice. haha! :) the ushers did a great job on sunday, we did not create any mistakes and the whole service run well. smsed my chief usher shanyong when i reach home to ask him about ushers, i feel so encouraged after reading his sms, i have a purpose in usher ministry! oh ya, i bought bubble tea for lim jiaxin, ahh.... so bu shuang. i will drink her bubble tea this sunday!

sunday's service was even more powerful than saturday, Spirits Make Man! cool! talents, educations and abilities do not make man, only spirit! everyone rise and falls the lever of the stature of their spirit. what pastor lia shared was really powerful, a title will never make a man, a man will make the title. that is so cool! it is NEVER about what you have, but WHO YOU ARE! hahahahahaha. so let us build our spirit strong!

other than revising my studies this few weeks, i am also to build my spirit strong! i am going to equip myself with lots of books! monday i went to tecman together with weile, peiwei and jiaxian, i bought two books! "heaven is so real" by Choo Thomas and "love - the way to victory" by Kenneth E. Hagin. i am so excited to read "heaven is so real" because weile have been telling the world about how good that book is. haha. i still got other books waiting for me to read, "heavenly man", "4th dimension vol.2", "fear of the Lord" and i am going to read "4th dimension vol.1" again before i read vol.2. hahahaha. so cool right?

just feel like talking about some lame people around me. hahahaha. :)

esther heng - send me a mms on sunday night when she is in a wedding, it is her holding a flower, and she said that "this is a flower i received during the wedding, just want to let u all feel the atmosphere here. hahahahahaha!" LAME! and i am not the only one who received the photo, i ke lian those people. hahaha.

OCK - he is telling the whole world that he failed his physics by 5marks, because his standard of passing is 85... this is extremely LAME. upgrade your jokes please. hahahahaha

but i must say this, it is all these lame people who bright up my day! they are really lame. hahaha. :D

before i go, just want to show you all some photos!

the notes that i copied today. haha

eric's masterpiece. i look so fierce! haha

slamdunk! bring back good memories! haha

photo edited by missyella! haha. i think i edit one nicer.

LOOK AT THIS! I DID STUDY OKAY!

God is amazing!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I feel refresh after bathing for 30 minutes! haha. today was great!i had a wonderful discipleship class with charleston, i almost late for it, so i took taxi. haha. it was really great, i receive alot from him. my Zone Leader is amazing! hahaha. :D after discipleship class, met weile at auditorum then went off to take MRT together, she went home, and i went bugis to shop for my usher pants. on the way, weile shared with me about this book call "heave is so real", sound interesting, it talks about how is heaven like and how is hell like. haha. so i shopped at bugis for around 2hours, but i cannot find a suitable one. after that i went church for prayer meeting and service. the sermon that Pastor Lia preached today is cool, simple cool. it is so inspiring! i love it. Spirit Make Man! haha. :) do not miss it. i will talk more about it in the next post. after service, wanted to go queensway to find my usher pants, but met nadine and her CG downstairs, so decide to eat KFC with them. haha. it is fun hanging out with B zone people, because B zone is a cool zone. hahaha. :) went to eat KFC, and nadine was trying to learn my magic trick. haha. so funny. then we went back church to hang out, being bullied by the zone F guys, and they make my hair look like lion king! LOL. okay. zone F is quite cute, hahaha. i went home with jacky, leona, andy, andy's brother and ESTHER HENG! as usual, fight with her on the way home. hahaha. she is so fierce, aiyo aiyo, totally different from her sister. haha. leona was being nonsense, then we played pepsi cola with andy's brother, he is cute! LOL. oh ya, i lose to esther, aiyo... haha.

it is so fast, one month later, i will step into my second year since i know about God. it is amazing that how God had actually brought me here. before i became a Christian, my life only revolve around basketball, sleep and food, life was meaningless. i look happy on the outside, buy deep inside my heart, i was searching for something. life is about making the right decision. i made alot of wrong decision such as backsliding and all that. i really regret it. that time, i have to choose between basketball and church, i made the wrong decision by choosing basketball. sometimes when i look back, it was so stupid, if i chose church instead, i might be a leader right now. but luckily, God pull me back on 11th august, singpost opening service. through this one whole year, God changed me from the inside out. from someone who hate his school, now i am trying to bring revival to my school. everything is in God's plan, you just have to live it. and once you live your life well, God is going to promote you. God is amazing. He put me in heart of God church, He put me in B1, He gave me great leaders like Charleston, Ivan, Jianming, Weiling and Melvin. everything is in His plan, He is just amazing. heart of God church is not just like a organisation, it is home, it is family. we are like a family, we love one another, we love God, we love people, we love life! haha... that's what i want to say today. see ya tomorrow in church! :)

haha. at the end of this post, just want to say. ESTHER HENG! cheer up! everything is alright, because we have God with us. haha. :D

adigreen? white army? or after7?

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

today i rest at home because i was having fever, slept until 1.45 and peiwei came my house to pass me some medicine and my homework. haha. so nice. then we went to eat lunch and went to meet jianming and weile at city hall. so we walk around marina square to find some food to eat, then went to esplanade to slack at the sofa there. weile and peiwei was trying to suan me with "_____" things, so dumb! aiyo~ haha. B1 is going to grow! eric came to find us at around 6pm, then we took alot of photos! haha. :D miss those day that B1's photographer eric always help us take emo pictures. i will upload the photos once i get it. if you are wonder why i am still awake now, is because i am not going to school tomorrow, my mom want me to rest one more day so that it won't affect my exams next week. haha! slack!~ :)

adigreen? white army? or after7? haha. our 3A1 clique still haven't decide our clique's name. i like adigreen! but adidas jacket is quite expensive. haha. :) rachel support white army, just because she think that my name will be cool if they put a "white" infront, haha, you won't understand if you don't know me well! LOL. after7 was thought by peiwei they all, so dumb lah! haha. i miss adigreen! one day never see them le, and tomorrow i am not able to see them too! haha. i will be back in school on thursday! having a clique in school will really make you feel good, because no matter what happen, they will always be there for you. all the jokes we have, all the stupid things we do, can really bright up your day! adigreen is always being high, that is our culture! haha. :) clique! let's think about our name soon! anyway, i saw a quite nice nike jacket today! it is white color with green stripe! nice! haha. okay lah! that's all for today. see ya soon! :)

wow wow wow~

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

haha. hello people! i am here to update my new blog! :D today was great, went to school in the morning (yes, don't doubt your eyes). so attended many lessons today and i tried my best to stay awake! oh ya, i was angry with kaiting today, she knows why. wahahaha :) after school i went to tamasek club with jiaxian, ock, weile, peiwei, alicia and yanjia, we went there to STUDY! i did study ok? ock was sleeping! then we went to KTV and ate the food there, i sing my favourite song for this season "ten years". the song is so sad and emo, everybody was crying when i am singing it. then i went to the balcony area to breathe in some fresh air, the KTV room was too stuffy. haha. then went home together with peiwei and weile, was talking about how to protect themselve again color wolf! i cannot stand girls who don't know how to protect themselve, so girls! please be more alert! reached home and realise that i am having fever, ah~ not able to go school tomorrow, it is not pon okay? i am really sick... :(

okay! let's talk about church now. last week was great, the CEG with jianming had really sow something into my heart. i shared announcement that day, and i was quite nervous because some of the words inside are really very hard to pronounce. i did my best! haha. weiling taught me alot of things, i am going to learn everything and make my announcement better! :) CEG talk about self-leadership, and it is really cool. during the worship part, God begin to speak to me, He told me to reflect upon myself. He begin to show me the first day i came church until now. those times we spend in church are really fun, i still remember those FTMS house days. that time our church was so small that after service, there is no space for you to sit down, so all of us have to go out and find some place to eat. there is this stall at PS, the food is super nice, but the queue is super long, but we still always wait just for that food! haha :D then i remember how we take mrt together in mid night and kinonn was trying to do his stun. haha. that time melvin is my leader, and i really love him! sometimes he even come down to woodlands just to meet me and fellowsip with me, i really miss him alot! haha. okay! that's the end of today's post! i will talk more about what was B1 like in the past next time! :D see ya!