Make Me Assuredly Yours

chinese new year!

2009-01-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

afterseven!

CTSS REVIVAL!

i have not been blogging for 20days already! i am just to lazt to type. hahaha. :D these few days are quite fun, it is chinese new year! even though i was not able to have a reunion dinner with my family, but i had fun with all my friends in church! B zone reunion dinner was amazing, the game was super fun! (right zhiyi?) hahaha. and eric gave me a new nick name, china beng. LOL. you will know why when you see the photos. it is so fun to hang out with this crazy bunch of people, we went to watch love matters after the reunion dinner, and we just flood the whole 2nd storey of the bus, it seem like the bus is ours! haha. but is was so fun. even though the movie is quite boring, but everybody had fun. hahahaha! sunday went to gang yuan's house to clear the left over food in the afternoon, then went to watch wedding game with zhiyi, chew, shermaine and some C zone people. the movie is quite lame but the outing is fun! haha. :) chew still laugh as loud as she is, everytime we hear the main character's name, we cannot stop laughing. haha. then went to ktv to find ivan and roy they all, then cab home with zhiyi. monday is fun too! went to peiwei's house in the evening, then went out with B3 and the rest. haha. bowling is fun, i didn't know i am so good at it. hahahahaha! strike! after that went to eat supper and left4dead all the way until morning, my mind was filled with zombie. hahahaha. :D tuesday sleep all the way until afternoon then went to nadine's house. haha. quite fun too.

school re-open on wednesday! someone kill me please. it is so boring! arrrgghhhh..... but i have to work hard this year, because o level is coming soon. hahaha. okay. BYE BYE EVERYONE! :D

life is good!

2009-01-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

i feel really good these few days! haha. because many things around me is making me very happy all the time. even though some small little things is still irritating me. hahaha! oh ya. i am 17 years old right now, i feel so old. i cannot believe that i am actually same age with nadine, sinfei, debbie all of them. and i am one year older than weile. and i am like don't know how many years older than all the CTSS people. hahaha. :) CTSS group is really sweet, they totally shock me! firstly, all of them act like they forget that tuesday is my birthday, (OCK's acting skill is really bad). then while jiaxian and OCK go to his house and prepare the surprise, peiwei, jeanie, jingyi and alicia is trying to pull me to big book shop and drag time. then when we finish really OCK's house, jiaxian and OCK is making lots of noise in the room, and when we open the door, i am so shock to see a birthday cake and a poster on the wall. LOL. and my nickname on that poster, (i will not let you know what my nickname is!). so we had lots of fun at OCK's house, we ate pizza and did somethings for the mad about you project! it's cool! hahaha. :) so we played guitar at his house, then i went off to meet weile, eric, wenqi and baosheng for dinner. it is so interesting! for the whole dinner, weile, baosheng and me just sit there and watch a very nice war movie call "wenqi and eric". hahaha. and i impacted weile with my wonderful drawing, i am sure that she love it. hahahaha! :) so went home together with weile and eric. i really enjoyed my birthday this year. haha. i want to thank all those people who had send me a birthday message and all those who comment me on my facebook! thanks alot! my birthday is so interesting. haha! currently i am really enjoying my life, i have grown so much spiritually! i want to serve more in church! wahahahaha! :)

hello everyone!

2009-01-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

hello everybody! it's so long since i last update my blog. i finally came back to singapore before christmas. hahaha. :) manage to spend my christmas in church! it's so good to see all my good friends again. thanks for all those who gave me a christmas card! if you have not receive yours, i will most likely pass to you tomorrow or on sunday. hahaha. :) christmas sermon was cool. lost sheep! haha. i cannot believe that it's 2009 now. so amazing. time really pass very quickly. and i'm going to be 17 real soon, i feel so old! haha. 2009 count down in church is so cool. i spend the very first minute of 2009 in church with all my good friends! looking back to the old me in 2008, i have grown so much under the discipleship of my leaders. haha. i will never forget my new year vision for 2008, i told B1 i will make sure everyone in church know me and do not treat me like a new friend anymore. and this vision had finally come to pass. 2008 was great, but 2009 is going to be greater! connection and support are the 2 words for me in 2009!

many things are different right now, our church grow so much in the month when i wasn't around. when i came back that day, i saw so many new faces during usher! that is so cool! many people are rising up to a whole new level, CG is growing and i hope that my hair is growing too. i got to get connected to my CG now! i feel so not close after i come back. hahaha. maybe i really went back china for too long. must hang out more with my CG, they have so many things that i don't know. haha. :)

stay over at peiwei's house is so fun! eric, bao sheng and me went newton circle to eat supper while weiling, weile and peiwei go to peiwei's house first. but in the end only me ate hokkien me, eric and baosheng drink sugarcane only. haha. then we were trying to find peiwei's house at 3am. here come the most exciting part! eric, bao sheng shared secret with one another. haha. 3 of us know who each other like! do u want to know? hahahaha~ i might tell you if you ask me. you can try! LOL. :D then we bathed at the swimming pool downstairs. because the guy's toilet is not working, so we decide to use the girl's toilet since there is no one there. then 3 of us bathed together. so fun. hahaha! then we continue to share secrets~ LOL!

oh ya, before i go and do my own things. go and listen to mayday's new album! it's really nice you know! i super like the song tu ran hao xiang ni, which means suddenly very miss you. haha. my translation is so funny! LOL! okay. got to go now. BYEEEE!!!

food!

2008-12-02T18:16:00.005+08:00

hello guys! i'm still in china eating lots of good food. hahaha. :) i really miss all of you! i miss church services! wenqi and peiwei are updating me what happened now, i notice that i really miss out alot of things! leaders meeting... advance ministry training... discipleship class... alot alot alot!!! alot of things for me to catch up when i'm back. currently i'm reading tihs book call facing your giants! it's a very good book, just that it's very chim. haha. it use the whole story of King David to tell us how can we face our problems in life. you must read it!! i just notice that i quite unlucky, because everytime i online, very little people online in the same time! today i online for so long, but i only manage to talk to xiaoyu, wenqi and peiwei. haha. online more often people! normally i will online between 9.30 to 10pm. haha. :) let me show you some of the food i ate! hahahaha!

tag reply!
1 Dec 08, 13:25Prophet Marcus: LOL! I heard you miss your plane and had to get another ticket.
ya lor! super suay right! but i didn't miss my flight the next day. haha
29 Nov 08, 20:47shaunL: hey i just found out that we both are from 3A1 hahaha
3A1 is cool! haha. next year will be 4A1. HAHA!
29 Nov 08, 00:54MEL: Xinchiiiiii! Come back soon haha we're still in the same DC
haha! discipleship class! anyway, are u melissa from E zone? LOL!
24 Nov 08, 22:47kt: not next week but next year
24 Nov 08, 22:46kt: bye bye, see u next week. at first, i still wanted a click outing but too bad. haha
we can have clique outing when i'm back! hahaha. :)
24 Nov 08, 12:02Prophet Marcus: Wah! Going back homeland? Ahha. Kidding.
if not go your house ah? LOL
22 Nov 08, 22:55negaitve: er ps i lameing agn....stay too close to hc that y...lol
22 Nov 08, 22:55negaitve: wo lai tag .TAG that all...lol?
haha. stay away from him! don't be so lame! LOL.
22 Nov 08, 00:17heeleng: i will wait till when u come bck frm china. challenge again, i duncare(x anw. tc yeah
you better train harder man! i don't want to bully you!
21 Nov 08, 20:13weiyang: cheer up! =)
i'm not emo-ing! LOL. funny sia you.
21 Nov 08, 15:46[[*cLaRiSsE*]]: is never about regretting is about when u realise and mend back..(: good when u find out ur life back...
haha. yeah. let's play basketball real soon!

i'm in china

2008-11-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

currently i'm at china missing all of your! haha. i'm at my friend's house and i'm really happy that his house have internet connection, so took sometime to online. haha. :) i really miss all of your can! okay! time to return my friend his connection cable, see ya soon! :) haha.

i going to miss you!

2008-11-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

guess what! 24hours later, i will be on the way back to china for holidays. i will really miss all of you here! i will be there for one whole month until the end of december, and my house there do not have internet, so it is quite hard for me to contact all of your. must miss me okay! haha. :) asia conference is great! through out this whole period, had many fellowship with many B zone people like sinfei, candy, bing rong, wei chao, pearlene, nadine, yaohui and many more! tomorrow is going to be the last day of asia conference and it is going to be great! because our dear Pastor How is going to become Rev How. haha. that is so cool! :) i really love hoGc and treasure every single second in church, i am going to miss this place for one whole month. haha. oh ya, there few days i am having high fever, thanks for all the people who give me concern, i felt so loved! haha. :) there will surely be people who think that i had backsliden when they do not see me in a few weeks, so all my friends! please let them know that gao xin chi did not backslide! he is in china enjoying his holiday! haha. :) i will be back as a whole new person! i am really going to miss all my good friends here, you can check with me if you are not sure whether you are one of them. hahahaha. :) okay! time for me to sleep man! have a good rest and see ya tmr!

holidays!

2008-11-12T23:42:00.004+08:00

it's time to update my blog! last week was powerpack week, nick vujicic and pastor kong! their sermon are awesome! they really move me into a whole new level i my spiritual life. :) our church hit a total attendence of 2600+! this is just amazing, i believe that after these few weeks, our church will be able to break through 1400 every single week. it is just amazing to see the whole auditorum filled up by people during nick vujicic service, i believe that in a short period of time, every single services will be like that! hahaha. :)

finally! supplementry is over! holidays!! wahahaha! tuesday i went to play basketball with ziang and ruijian at woodlands 369, then rush down to church for HQ! what charleston shared with us is really inspiring, prayer is so important for us, while we are busying building the church, we also must pray, that will make our work more successful. after discussing the things we have to do to get the integrations to come back, ivan shared something very powerful, the importance of family. ivan also told us the next step of B zone, i will keep growing and build B zone together with all the leaders. :) today i went to play basketball at clementi devils with nick, jinkfoo, wilson, wencong, heeleng, rachel and peiwei, it was fun! nick was so funny. hahaha. :) after that went to newton to eat dinner together with jianming, B1 and F3. the food there are really nice. haha!

vanessa han want me to blog about this. i must really thank her for reminding me to type my report! because i totally forgot that today is wednesday! hahahaha. so nice of her. :)

photoshop

2008-11-02T01:29:00.006+08:00

had a fun time using photoshop to edit some photo that we took last friday during english lesson. haha :) here you go!

acting emo

good morning school by ock

ock love this tree

smile :)

hope :)

the sky is dark

ock wanted to be a pai kia

the evil ock

basketball WAS my life

2008-10-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello! haha. :) i had a good day today! woke up at 2.30pm and went to devils to play basketball with rachel and heeleng, it was fun. I have not been playing basketball for very long, but i am so glad to see that i am still so good. WAHAHAHAHAHA! miss those days that i play basketball with all my friends at woodlands 369, we just play like nobody's business. miss those fun moments we had together during training, running to the twelve storey and run down again, chiong 3on3 for the whole day. haha. and one thing i will never forget is the stupid converse 3on3 06, we were so naive that we even thought we can win that tourament, in the end king kong, zi ang and me get owned during first round. even until now when we go bugis, we will still feel like burning the whole place up. converse 3on3 07 was bad too, this time is at tampines mall rooftop, so first match, rui jian, zi ang and me lose again, i am the only one who scored in the whole team, and i am so proud to say that i scored 2 ball! yeah! that is 4 points! haha. after that experience, we never join any 3on3 tourament again, the people there are crazy. haha. i still remember that time everybody in 369 keep calling me monkey because i am super skinny that time, then one of my favourite move is hook shot, but they say i look like throwing banana, so they call it banana shot. haha. so funny. :D

okay, let's talk about something serious. don't ever despise your birthright, don't ever sell it. long time ago, i sold my birthright away to basketball. i leave God because of something that He created for us to enjoy on this earth, that is the most dumb thing ever, and now i really regret it. during that period when i backslide, i just feel that something is missing in my life, and when i come back again then i knew, it is God. God must be the most important thing in your life, don't ever leave Him. whatever happen, just trust Him, don't ever sell your birthright!

haha. yeah. let me post a picture that i photoshop just now. haha. :)

faithful

2008-10-27T18:27:00.003+08:00

it's time for me to update my blog! it is dying. haha. this week is a fruitful week, i did many things which make me really happy! thursday i had a great CG meeting, when we are there worshiping God, i can clearly feel the presence of God, it is so good to just dwell into His presence and worship Him, i love His presence. jianming preached a great sermon call R.A.C.E. which means relationship, atmosphere, culture and evangelism. if you are a new friend, will you stay in B1? we analyse our CG and ask ourself frankly if our CG is able to get the new friends saved. it is great, i believe that the harvest is going to come. :)

friday was great, had guitar lesson with noni together with chenfei. i am really happy to see that i improved to much, now i am able to play one whole song. i will continue to work hard and one day i will be able to play for my CG. guitar is so fun and exciting! :) friday is also the first time that chenfei is playing for his CG, that is so cool! they said that chenfei did a great job. haha. cool! after my guitar lesson, i went to eat dinner with esther, jiaxin, yilin and another girl( i don't know how to spell her name. sorry! haha), had a great time with them, zone F is so funny. haha. and their lame jokes are really lame. jiaxin's face was so funny through out the lame joke session. esther heng was laughing non-stop, really cannot stop! she even have to walk around the kopitiam to stop herself from laughing. aiyo. haha. :) funny sia. oh ya, i bought subway meal for esther, ahhh~ i will not lose again! i am going to win it back! watch out esther heng wang shi! after that i went to eat dinner(again) with B10 and went serena's house to celebrate her birthday. it is fun to hang out with B10. haha. then took train together with weiling and had a great chat with her. yeah. :) oh ya. i found another good friend that night. hahaha.

saturday is so cool and fun, i went to church at 9.30 to take photo for usher ministry website. so i have to take photo together with yilin, and my dear eric is the photographer. the whole session was fun, we are laughing non stop. so we managed to took quite some nice photos. haha. and we took a flying picture at the end of the session. yeah. quite fun. haha. :) after that i had lunch with eric and nicholas, then went home for a nap and went church for service at 5pm. the service was great, it is beyond greatness. pastor aries is such a powerful preacher, i love the way he preach. his sermon was so powerful, how to move from good to great in life. this is cool! if you didn't hear the sermon, you MUST buy the sermon CD. YOU MUST! God says in the bible that He want us to be great and not just good. we need to work on 3 things to be great in life, spirit, body and soul. for our spirit, we must pray specifically to receive rhema word and revelation from God. for our body, we have to do beliberate practice over the things that God had shown us. same activity but different mindset! and for our soul, we need to have a servant's attitude. in Matthew 20:26" Yet it shall not be so among you; but whoever desires to become great among you, let him be your servant. 27 And whoever desires to be first among you, let him be your slave— 28 just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many." if we want to be great in life, we must be a servant! apostle andrew's story really touch my heart, in John 1:40-42, when he introduce his brother simon to Jesus, Jesus give simon a new name, peter, which means stone. andrew was not jealous, in fact he knew that he will never be a close disciple to Jesus, he knew from that day that his brother peter will be a great man serving Jesus, even though he knew Jesus earlier, he is not envy about what his brother get. andrew just faithfully serving behind the scene. he is just there serving Jesus, serving God, building the Kingdom. andrew is truely a man of great faith, andrew remind me of something that Jesus said in Matthew 6:1 "Take heed that you do not do your charitable deeds before men, to be seen by them. Otherwise you have no reward from your Father in heaven. 2 Therefore, when you do a charitable deed, do not sound a trumpet before you as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory from men. Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward. 3 But when you do a charitable deed, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, 4 that your charitable deed may be in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will Himself reward you openly." true servanthood is serving with a pure motive behind the scene while nobody is watching. when we are faithful in the little things, God will trust us with big things.

sunday is a fruitful day! i am SO SO SO happy that heeleng and rachel came to church! i was so excited when i received their message in the morning! haha. :) garrett preached a great sermon! our God is a builder, and He chooses the right people and puts them in the right place in the right time. and we are the right people that God had chosen and heart of God church is the right place! we are in the right CG, right ministry and even right school! and He also put us in the right time that our church is 1000, when our church break through 3000 even 10000, we are going to be the one to lead them. don't miss out your destiny! don't despise your birthright! yeah!

okay. now let me talk about today. haha. basically, i slept from 4am to 6pm, that is like 14hours. hahahahahahaha! :) now i am fully recharge! yeah yeah. haha! okay. that's all! see ya soon! :)

life is simple

2008-10-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

hello! haha. :) life is good because life is simple! i feel really good this few days because the stress is gone! exams are over and i am able to promote to sec4 express. cool cool! :) i feel so good and comfortable to just hang out with friends and do all the crap things together. we love life. love people. love God! God is great because He take care of every single thing in our life. God is amazing because He is always there whenever we need Him. haha. last week's sermon was cool! charleston is so powerful and amazing! he preach about leadership. everything rises and falls on leadership. that is so true! a leader bears the burden. a leader fears God. a leader is dedicated & committed. i will work towards that. :)

today i went to jianming's house to sit in for jiaxian's follow-up, it was cool. and we spend some time changing my guitar string, i was quite nervous as it was the first time for me to change my guitar string. everything was alright when jianming is helping me to change them. but when i try to do it on my own, i accidentally broke the E string. =.= okay... so i have to go to the guitar shop tomorrow and buy guitar string... so stupid...

hahahahahaha~ yeah yeah! okay! that's all. haha. :) see ya!

updates

2008-10-19T03:10:00.003+08:00

hello everyone! yeah. i am back to update my blog. hahaha. :) these few days was quite scary, because i am nearly going to retain! my result was not good enough to promote me to sec4 express, and if i retain, i am going to get one really serious punishment, some people may know what i am talking about. but luckily, i pass my moderation marginally as my past results was quite good. haha. :) so i am able to promote to sec4 express! yeah~ but it was quite a scary experience, i am going to study hard next year so that i am able to do well for my o level. during this tough period, many people encouraged me, just want to say a big big thank you to every single one. haha. :D i am really happy that i am able to promote. i promise that i will not get into this kind of situation again...

today's service was about the bank of God, it is a really cool sermon. many people think that God is the bank and we are the customer, but the fact is, we are the banks and God is the one depositing the money! haha. we must give to God, because that is His money, and not ours. haha. :)

yea.. i am quite tired now, i got to save energy for tomorrow! tomorrow is going to be great! CHARLESTON IS PREACHING TOMORROW! yeah. when charleston become a pastor in the future, i can tell the new friend that, "i was here when charleston first preach!" haha. so cool! i believe that many people will get save tomorrow! yeah! wahahahaha! :D okay! good night everybody! :)

anyway, just want to wish good luck for all the o level students and a level students! study hard and do well for your examinations! especially weile! you have my chocolate cookies to encourage you, better do well! hahahaha. yeah yeah~ JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! WAHAHAHA!

don't be afraid

2008-10-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

Psalm 23
A Psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
3 He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me

All the days

of my life;

And I will dwell in the house of the LORD

Forever.

Deuteronomy 31:6
6 Be strong and of good courage,
do not fear nor be afraid of them;
for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you.
He will not leave you nor forsake you.

i'm bored

2008-10-08T16:08:00.002+08:00

exams are over! wahahahaha. ock and me went church together yesterday after our last paper, sit in for ock's follow-up and did our quiet time there, it is cool. haha. then went to sakae sushi with jianming, junzhou and ock. i love sushi! but i did not eat alot yesterday because i am not really in the eating mood. haha. :) prayer conference with B1 is cool, leaders conference is cool stuff too! this weekend is going to be a blast. :D i am so happy about it. B1 go go go! haha. had a great chat with snoopy on msn, we were talking about hot shot. it is a nice show, just abit kua zhang. haha. make me feel like playing basketball again! miss those 369 days when so many people will go down there and chiong basketball like crazy. haha. :) i will go down there again once i am free.

some stupid thoughts are irritating me right now... but nevermind! i shall ignore them. ahh~ made a really silly mistake. =.=

i am super bored right now! today and tomorrow i do not need to go school because of marking day, and today i do not have anything on, so i slack at home. so bored~ everyone have something to do. haha. okay. i should find something to do too! haha. :)

i will fly

2008-10-05T01:43:00.006+08:00

hahahahahahahaha. life is great! i really love every moment of my life. :) today i woke up at 9.30am and took cab to church for usher duty, i love usher. haha. today's service was cool stuff, i was quite inspired by the OPSS people, CTSS will grow too! after usher duty, went to eat dinner together with some of the ushers, and we really laugh until cannot eat, jacky and gangyuan are jokers sia. haha. :)

YOUR WORD IN MY LIFE
IS A LAMP ONTO MY FEET
AND YOUR LOVE
SHINING BRIGHTER DEEP INTO MY HEART
YOUR TRUTH IN MY LIFE
BRINGS ME CLOSER TO YOUR STRENGTH
I WILL GIVE YOU PRAISE
WITH ALL OF MY HEART I WILL SING
AND I WILL FLY
HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS
RIDING THE SKY
LIFTING YOUR GLORY
LET ALL THE EARTH
WATCH US LIVE IN LOVE
PRAISING YOUR NAME
AND FLY ALONG WITH YOU
AND YOUR WAYS
ALWAYS HIGHER THAN ALL MY WAYS
AND YOUR PLAN
RISES HIGH ABOVE ALL MY PLAN
AND YOUR TRUTH SET ME FREE
FROM ALL OF MY CHAINS
LET ME WALK WITHIN YOUR TRUTH
LET ME FLY ALONG WITH YOU

i love this praise song, make me really feel like flying. haha. i love being a christian, because we are free! we can enjoy all the freedom because God had break the chains and set us free. our life is filled with God's love, and i enjoy it. i am someone who love freedom, that is why i love basketball, because i feel free when i am jumping around. but the ultimate freedom is from God. only He can give you the true freedom. many people in the world are lock up by chains in their hearts. even though you might think that your life is perfect, but without Jesus, we can never be perfect in our lives. i used to live a very meaningless life, i do not have a purpose, i just live for the sake of living. but now then i know, i have a purpose in life, God have a specific plan for every single one. you just have to response and God will set you free. haha. :) so join me and fly high above the clouds!

facing the giants

2008-10-02T19:32:00.010+08:00

CURRENTLY IM IN A VERY GOOD MOOD. Haha. happy snoopy? my good friend say i very long time never update le, so i am here to update my blog. i went for staff&leaders prayer meeting with OCK and weile just now, it was really cool. all of us just keep on praying and i can feel that the presence of God there is so strong, we are ready for 1400. :) it was great to just go for staff&leaders meeting everyweek to keep our spirit refreshed in the presence of God, especially during exam period! haha. i simply love the presence of God. when we are praying in small groups, OCK, zhiyi and me prayed together. it was great, 3 of us just give our best and keep on praying, after that, i can feel faith arise in my heart, we believe that B zone will hit 120 by the end of this year.

school was really boring today, i regret going to school, i slept for the whole day. i even dream about something, that shows how boring the lessons are. normally i will just doze off, but today i totally fall asleep. haha. alot of people pon school today! peiwei, kaiting and sean! aiyo.. bad sia. hahahaha. i was suaning sammie through out the whole day, it was fun. haha. :) i am in the season of reading alot of christian books. here are some of the books i am reading now. haha. cool! :)

it is really cool to read books, you can alot of things through them. heaven is so real had really taught me how to be an obedient child of God to serve Him.

i watch the movie call "facing the giants" yesterday, it was a great movie! it is really inspiring. In his six years of coaching, Grant Taylor has never had a winning season. Even the hope of a new season is squelched when the best player on his Shiloh Eagles decides to transfer schools. After losing their first three games of the season, the coach discovers a group of fathers are plotting to have him fired. Combined with pressures at home, Coach Taylor has lost hope in his battle against fear and failure. However, an unexpected challenge helps him find a purpose bigger than just victories. Daring to trust God to do the impossible, Coach Taylor and the Eagles discover how faith plays out on the field… and off. With God, all things are possible. after trusting God and love Him with all their heart, the team won the championship against a team that seem to be a giant to them. what coach taylor said in the movie is cool. "when we win, praise Him. when we lose, praise Him. do not be afraid, because God is with us." so trust God with all your heart, He is going to help you.

stupid handphone

2008-09-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

ah... i am currently not in a very good mood, because of my stupid handphone. because my friend's brother forgot to pay bill, then the stupid starhub cut my line. starhub is really very what... yesterday i call them, they say we have to settle three bill before they can open the line for me. so we settled the three bills, then today they tell me, got one more. =.= i feel very... but i also don't know what to say, because is we did not pay the bill at first. ah~ currently i also don't know should angry at who sia, not my fault because i paid my bill, not my friend's fault because he don't know got one more bill to settle, not starhub's fault because we are the one who never pay the bill. ah~ i feel very bu shuang now! how can i live a weekend without my handphone? i cannot check my sms! sure got some important sms one. ah! i am not living my life well! nevermind, i will pray that tomorrow morning my handphone will be able to work!

today went to school in the morning for my social studies exam, the rain was super heavy. even i did carry an umbrella, but i am still totally wet, like never bring umbrella like that. =.= ah... so i did my exam with my wet wet pants and shoes and socks and jacket. i do not have enough time to finish the exam! i think most probably i might fail this exam, but nevermind, i must do well for geography, so that i still can pass my humans. okay. after social studies, the poa students got to stay for another exam, while the rest can go home. so jiaxian went my house and teach me how to play dota, juggernaut is cool stuff! haha. it is the first time i have ever killed an enemy's hero, so happy. haha. 2+ i went to church for guitar lesson with noni, quite cool! we learnt i love You with all my heart today, got to practice more. haha. after played monkey with gang yuan, gang yuan's friend, john, chenfei, esther and esther's friend. and esther is always the monkey. aiyo. monkey queen. wahahaha! so funny lah. she is not good at ball games. haha. esther heng, i am waiting for my bubble tea. oh ya, and lim jiaxin also, thanks zone f. haha. okay! that's all for today! i will blog again if i got anything to say. haha. :)

i am who i am

2008-09-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

hello! haha. :) today did my emath paper 1 and chemistry. chemistry was so difficult! i think i only can get 30marks.. aiyo.. next year must really study chemistry le. haha. went home together with rachel, peiwei and ock, then peiwei and ock came my house to "study". yea, "study"! haha. we were late for CG! so sorry. haha. i will make sure this kind of things will not happen again. CG meeting was cool, after a little bit of sharing, all of us begin to dwell in the presence of God, we just keep on worshiping and praying, i begin to let God wash up all my burdens, and i really felt refresh after that. God spoke to me, i heard a voice in my heart. haha. but i will not talk about it here, because it is quite personal. haha. :) i will tell jianming about it. life might be tiring, exams might be stressful, but we must remember, we have God with us. we can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. every time when you feel tired in your life, just stop for a while, and worship Him. His presence will refresh your flesh, spirit and soul. even though studies are important, but He is more important. even during exam period, we also must always dwell into His presence and talk to Him, i believe that He is going to talk to you too. :)

it is not about WHAT YOU HAVE. but WHO YOU ARE. this is so powerful. God love us for who we are, and not what we did. people often look at the things that they do, the shirt that they wear. but all that are not so important, even if you did something wrong, God still loves you, your leaders still love you. you do not need to care so much about what other people thinks about you, that will make life really tiring. just be yourself, you have your own five loaves and two fishes. find your purpose in life, and run with it. believe in yourself, be secure about yourself. GOD LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. be yourself and say with me, "I AM WHO I AM!". :D

nowadays i love to listen to old songs, and some of them are really old! am i getting older? aiyo. hahaha. old songs are nice. :) right here waiting for you. my favourite song for this season. it is really very nice! haha. get the song from me. :)

Right Here Waiting For You :)

oceans apart day after day

and i slowly go insane

i hear your voice on the line

but it doesn't stop the pain

if i see you next to never

how can we say forever

wherever you go

whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you

whatever it takes

or how my heart breaks

i will be right here waiting for you

i took for granted, all the times

that i though would last somehow

i hear the laughter, i taste the tears

but i can't get you now

oh, can't you see it baby

you've got me goin' crazy

wherever you go

whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you

whatever it takes

or how my heart breaks

i will be right here waiting for you

hahahaha. so nice. but don't worry, i ain't in love with anyone. hahahaha. oh ya. lim jiaxin and esther heng are going to buy bubble tea for me this week. hahahaha! :D okay! got to study now. see ya soon! :)

good report

2008-09-24T17:45:00.005+08:00

i am back from english end-of-year paper! hahaha. actually reach home quite early, but i was sleeping... today's paper was average, narrative was easy, but the comprehension was quite hard. oh no... i fall asleep during the exam while i haven't even finish reading the passage... but nevermind! i believe that i am able to do well for my english paper! haha. :) just want to talk more about last week. jiaxin's CG is doing really well, their testimony inspire me to grow my CG even more! from 8 to 13 people, that is awesome. haha. esther is very zai, she brought alot of friends. hahaha. i am so nice sia, praising them. must thank me! last week my mind was full of good report, B1 is so zai! haha. weile and me are super happy about all the things that are happening in B1. the growth is coming! :) B1 B1 B1 B1! wahahahahahaha! we are believing for 12 this week. we can do it! why not!

sometimes, fill your mind with good reports can really help you to live a happy life! Colossians 3:2 Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. and Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things.

the bible says clearly that we must put good reports into our mind! haha. :) don't get distracted by the problems you have or the people around you. stay focus and set your mind on the good report! that is very important, it is about self-leadership! hahahaha.

okay. now i got to go and study for my exam tomorrow! see ya soon! haha.

some thoughts are irritating me right now. haha. i am going to pull out the elephant! STOP IT! oh no. i sound like weile. hahahaha. :) i am looking forward to tomorrow's CG! everybody is like ignoring me right now? what is happening? LOL! hahaha

end of year examination!

2008-09-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

haha. hello! i am back! i just finished studying for my english paper tomorrow. what? you don't believe? check out the photos below. :D haha! oh.. i cannot believe this, end of year exams are so near, it it tomorrow! ahhhh! help! haha. okay... i will study... i will study! i don't want to repeat sec3 again! haha. last sunday was great, i did usher. it has really been a long time since i arrange the chairs, because the last few duties i either need to do peoplework, or i have to go for discipleship class and bible study, so did not get the chance to arrange the chairs. i notice that i forgot how to set up the chairs at section C! oh no! i am the chair IC! i must go and practice. haha! :) the ushers did a great job on sunday, we did not create any mistakes and the whole service run well. smsed my chief usher shanyong when i reach home to ask him about ushers, i feel so encouraged after reading his sms, i have a purpose in usher ministry! oh ya, i bought bubble tea for lim jiaxin, ahh.... so bu shuang. i will drink her bubble tea this sunday!

sunday's service was even more powerful than saturday, Spirits Make Man! cool! talents, educations and abilities do not make man, only spirit! everyone rise and falls the lever of the stature of their spirit. what pastor lia shared was really powerful, a title will never make a man, a man will make the title. that is so cool! it is NEVER about what you have, but WHO YOU ARE! hahahahahaha. so let us build our spirit strong!

other than revising my studies this few weeks, i am also to build my spirit strong! i am going to equip myself with lots of books! monday i went to tecman together with weile, peiwei and jiaxian, i bought two books! "heaven is so real" by Choo Thomas and "love - the way to victory" by Kenneth E. Hagin. i am so excited to read "heaven is so real" because weile have been telling the world about how good that book is. haha. i still got other books waiting for me to read, "heavenly man", "4th dimension vol.2", "fear of the Lord" and i am going to read "4th dimension vol.1" again before i read vol.2. hahahaha. so cool right?

just feel like talking about some lame people around me. hahahaha. :)

esther heng - send me a mms on sunday night when she is in a wedding, it is her holding a flower, and she said that "this is a flower i received during the wedding, just want to let u all feel the atmosphere here. hahahahahaha!" LAME! and i am not the only one who received the photo, i ke lian those people. hahaha.

OCK - he is telling the whole world that he failed his physics by 5marks, because his standard of passing is 85... this is extremely LAME. upgrade your jokes please. hahahahaha

but i must say this, it is all these lame people who bright up my day! they are really lame. hahaha. :D

before i go, just want to show you all some photos!

the notes that i copied today. haha

eric's masterpiece. i look so fierce! haha

slamdunk! bring back good memories! haha

photo edited by missyella! haha. i think i edit one nicer.

LOOK AT THIS! I DID STUDY OKAY!

God is amazing!

2008-09-21T02:30:00.002+08:00

I feel refresh after bathing for 30 minutes! haha. today was great!i had a wonderful discipleship class with charleston, i almost late for it, so i took taxi. haha. it was really great, i receive alot from him. my Zone Leader is amazing! hahaha. :D after discipleship class, met weile at auditorum then went off to take MRT together, she went home, and i went bugis to shop for my usher pants. on the way, weile shared with me about this book call "heave is so real", sound interesting, it talks about how is heaven like and how is hell like. haha. so i shopped at bugis for around 2hours, but i cannot find a suitable one. after that i went church for prayer meeting and service. the sermon that Pastor Lia preached today is cool, simple cool. it is so inspiring! i love it. Spirit Make Man! haha. :) do not miss it. i will talk more about it in the next post. after service, wanted to go queensway to find my usher pants, but met nadine and her CG downstairs, so decide to eat KFC with them. haha. it is fun hanging out with B zone people, because B zone is a cool zone. hahaha. :) went to eat KFC, and nadine was trying to learn my magic trick. haha. so funny. then we went back church to hang out, being bullied by the zone F guys, and they make my hair look like lion king! LOL. okay. zone F is quite cute, hahaha. i went home with jacky, leona, andy, andy's brother and ESTHER HENG! as usual, fight with her on the way home. hahaha. she is so fierce, aiyo aiyo, totally different from her sister. haha. leona was being nonsense, then we played pepsi cola with andy's brother, he is cute! LOL. oh ya, i lose to esther, aiyo... haha.

it is so fast, one month later, i will step into my second year since i know about God. it is amazing that how God had actually brought me here. before i became a Christian, my life only revolve around basketball, sleep and food, life was meaningless. i look happy on the outside, buy deep inside my heart, i was searching for something. life is about making the right decision. i made alot of wrong decision such as backsliding and all that. i really regret it. that time, i have to choose between basketball and church, i made the wrong decision by choosing basketball. sometimes when i look back, it was so stupid, if i chose church instead, i might be a leader right now. but luckily, God pull me back on 11th august, singpost opening service. through this one whole year, God changed me from the inside out. from someone who hate his school, now i am trying to bring revival to my school. everything is in God's plan, you just have to live it. and once you live your life well, God is going to promote you. God is amazing. He put me in heart of God church, He put me in B1, He gave me great leaders like Charleston, Ivan, Jianming, Weiling and Melvin. everything is in His plan, He is just amazing. heart of God church is not just like a organisation, it is home, it is family. we are like a family, we love one another, we love God, we love people, we love life! haha... that's what i want to say today. see ya tomorrow in church! :)

haha. at the end of this post, just want to say. ESTHER HENG! cheer up! everything is alright, because we have God with us. haha. :D

adigreen? white army? or after7?

2008-09-17T01:39:00.003+08:00

today i rest at home because i was having fever, slept until 1.45 and peiwei came my house to pass me some medicine and my homework. haha. so nice. then we went to eat lunch and went to meet jianming and weile at city hall. so we walk around marina square to find some food to eat, then went to esplanade to slack at the sofa there. weile and peiwei was trying to suan me with "_____" things, so dumb! aiyo~ haha. B1 is going to grow! eric came to find us at around 6pm, then we took alot of photos! haha. :D miss those day that B1's photographer eric always help us take emo pictures. i will upload the photos once i get it. if you are wonder why i am still awake now, is because i am not going to school tomorrow, my mom want me to rest one more day so that it won't affect my exams next week. haha! slack!~ :)

adigreen? white army? or after7? haha. our 3A1 clique still haven't decide our clique's name. i like adigreen! but adidas jacket is quite expensive. haha. :) rachel support white army, just because she think that my name will be cool if they put a "white" infront, haha, you won't understand if you don't know me well! LOL. after7 was thought by peiwei they all, so dumb lah! haha. i miss adigreen! one day never see them le, and tomorrow i am not able to see them too! haha. i will be back in school on thursday! having a clique in school will really make you feel good, because no matter what happen, they will always be there for you. all the jokes we have, all the stupid things we do, can really bright up your day! adigreen is always being high, that is our culture! haha. :) clique! let's think about our name soon! anyway, i saw a quite nice nike jacket today! it is white color with green stripe! nice! haha. okay lah! that's all for today. see ya soon! :)

wow wow wow~

2008-09-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

haha. hello people! i am here to update my new blog! :D today was great, went to school in the morning (yes, don't doubt your eyes). so attended many lessons today and i tried my best to stay awake! oh ya, i was angry with kaiting today, she knows why. wahahaha :) after school i went to tamasek club with jiaxian, ock, weile, peiwei, alicia and yanjia, we went there to STUDY! i did study ok? ock was sleeping! then we went to KTV and ate the food there, i sing my favourite song for this season "ten years". the song is so sad and emo, everybody was crying when i am singing it. then i went to the balcony area to breathe in some fresh air, the KTV room was too stuffy. haha. then went home together with peiwei and weile, was talking about how to protect themselve again color wolf! i cannot stand girls who don't know how to protect themselve, so girls! please be more alert! reached home and realise that i am having fever, ah~ not able to go school tomorrow, it is not pon okay? i am really sick... :(

okay! let's talk about church now. last week was great, the CEG with jianming had really sow something into my heart. i shared announcement that day, and i was quite nervous because some of the words inside are really very hard to pronounce. i did my best! haha. weiling taught me alot of things, i am going to learn everything and make my announcement better! :) CEG talk about self-leadership, and it is really cool. during the worship part, God begin to speak to me, He told me to reflect upon myself. He begin to show me the first day i came church until now. those times we spend in church are really fun, i still remember those FTMS house days. that time our church was so small that after service, there is no space for you to sit down, so all of us have to go out and find some place to eat. there is this stall at PS, the food is super nice, but the queue is super long, but we still always wait just for that food! haha :D then i remember how we take mrt together in mid night and kinonn was trying to do his stun. haha. that time melvin is my leader, and i really love him! sometimes he even come down to woodlands just to meet me and fellowsip with me, i really miss him alot! haha. okay! that's the end of today's post! i will talk more about what was B1 like in the past next time! :D see ya!

new blog!

2008-09-15T01:16:00.004+08:00

hello everyone!

my new blog is officially launched!

clap clap! haha :D

i will post as soon as possible!

hahaha!

everybody! please relink me at

http://lifeworlddream.blogspot.com/

anyway, the previous post was post by samantha teo anqin.

she help me make my blogskin!

thanks alot sammie! haha! :D

chou xinchi

2008-08-29T20:34:00.001+08:00

chou xinchi.
you should thank me for doing up the blog for you

why huh, i dont like you yet still doing this for you.
hais.